Tuesday, September 02, 2008

:: I made it for Day One, ALhamdullilah ::

Yay Yay Yay Yay Yay... I fast the whole day yesterday but the breaking fast was not that good.. I vomit everything that I ate for breaking fast. I felt so giddy after that.. Before buka, I had wanted to eat cake so I bought Prima Deli Chocolate Fudge cake and after vomiting, I ate that lah.. Konon wanna fill my stomach but that came out too..

When Ayie was doing his terawih, I was like so weak.. the moment he finish, he gave me a massage and rub axe oil behind my back.. That was already 12 plus in the morning... He gave me words of encouragement and tell me not to worry so much.. I must be happy always and leave all the worrying to him.. I felt very comforted after that and fell asleep right after..

Sometimes I am amazed at the things that he did for me.. I told him that I am sorry for giving him so much trouble during the pregnancy.

Last Saturday night, at about 3 plus in the morning, Ayie was watching his soccer when I suddenly woke up, telling him that I am feeling so warm. He suddenly stand, go to the kitchen and came back with a bowl. I thought he wanna eat so I ask him, you nak makan apa.. he say tak makan apa apa lah.. He open the cupboard, took a towel and came to me.. He sponge me lah.. The bowl is filled with water and ice cubes.. He say, hopefully it would help bring my temperature down.. I felt so touched and I thanked him...

That is like some of the things he did and there are actually so many that would take many other entries if I wanna jot them down..

I am blogging this so that one day when I read back my entries, it would bring a smile on my face... From ear to ear, reminiscing the things that he did...

To you dear, Thank you so much for everything that you have done for me.. From the bottom of my heart, I truly appreciate it...