Wednesday, December 31, 2008
:: Coming to an end ::
Friday, December 19, 2008
:: Maggi and more ::
Anyway, I very selenger. Last Wednesday, I was trying to take 'Aqiil's temperature and the the thermometer keeps beeping.. I called Ain, konon nak cakap, eh kau beli thermometer apa nie.. dah rosak.. Lucky she didn't pick up the phone. Rupe nyer, I did not put the disposable safety cover. I threw the old one and I did not replace thinking it would work without as I thought it is meant for use due to hygiene purposes. Nasib baik tak marah Ain. Buat malu jer..
Yesterday, we went to Causewat Point again. The three of us. 'Aqiil and Ayie shop, while I watch. Yah, now only the men in the house shop. The lady couldn't get anything she fancy.
Oh the photos that I develop from Snapfish are ready. Irah called to tell me the postman send a big box. Wah best lah. All my 704 pics with each costing only 0.14 after I include the postage. Now I only need to get albums.
I did not plan to go back to my parent's place but the pics are calling me.
And I think I shall skip the bag that would cost me a month's pay. I shall look look see see. Buying something I am not sure about might make me regret later.
Weekends jam packed with activities. Saturday helping my mom with Christmas dinner at a golf club. Then Sunday I have a wedding and birthday to attend to. Maybe squeeze some shopping and then perhaps go to JB after dropping 'Aqiil at my parent's place.
And after that hectic weekend, I just need to wait till I board that ferry to Batam on Monday morning with Ayie for a two day pampering. Blissful..
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
:: And the story goes ::
It has been going out almost everyday since confinement's over. Said that before I think. Saturday before Hari raya, we went for a wedding. Then went to my parent'scrib to change shoes. My feet was aching thanks to my 4 inch heels. Being away from heels for so long made my feet suffer. So we wanted to go Causeway when suddenly, Ain,mak and Ira wanna join. So we all went.
After shopping, we head to Starbucks to wind down. Huda my cousin in law join us since she was knocking off already.
'Aqiil enjoying a cuppa...
Okie joking, he's too young but he opened his mouth when I put the straw near his lips..
Not only that, he can carry a wallet. Next time 'Aqiil, carry nenek's. Better moolahs..
So we bought this rompers which are just too cute to resist. It is so right. when grandma is around, Santa is not needed.
Hari raya was gerek.. Kak Linda brought white board with her and we played charade with peribahasa. Thanks but no thanks since we lost. We were winning till Busujai came over. Too bad Ayie was late since he was helping out with the Qurban. Kalau tak memang ada chance kiter menang...
The usual suspects..
And even more
and the smaller suspects. There were more who were not pictured. We had satay bbq-ing at the corridor plus mee siam and the usual lontong to feast on.
The cousins who is so so close. Ada blur skit. Cameraman tak bagos.
Anyway, right after Hari Raya, Ayie and I hit town. It's a Monday and yet there is still so many ppl. 'Aqiil was all nicely decked in orange and then he pooed. Yes, in the train. Pooed so much, he soiled his new rompers given by Awang.
So I got myself an excuse to shop for him. Bought him Rompers and overall in Khaki from BabyGap which coincidentally was having 30% sale plus additional 10% for UOB cardmembers. I also bought a cap for him and if it wasn''t for that invinsible rope that I tied myself to, I would have bought much more. It doesn't help when your hubby is one shopaholic too.
So we paid, ask the cashier to cut off the tag and then dress him in the shop itself.
Oh how did we clean him?
We both went into the handicapped toilet and washed him in the sink. Gross I know but can't help it..
See my bag?? It is asking for help. The amount of things I stuff in there is crazy. 3 diapers, one set of clothes, mittens and booties, a medium pack wet tissues, milk dispenser, 0.5l thermos flask, bottle, a big packet tissue, my purse, cardholder, handphone, ayie's wallet, ayie's handphone and my keys.
All in that handbag so on that day, we decide to scout on a new bag and that new bag is no longer available. Now I am in love with another bag. It is my one month's pay to get it and I have convinced Ayie that I will go two years without a new bag. But I am having second thoughts. Like sayang lah the money.
So after that,on the Wednesday after Raya, I went out with Su. It was her birthday on 11 Dec, so kinda advanced celebration. We had dinner at Seoul Garden lah. Where else kan..
I wanted to trick Su. I told her to take the bus since I wanna reach earlier and I can get her presents but she cabbed and reach before me. I told her I am in the bus and asked her to wait for me at Seould Garden when I am actually choosing her gift.
I had spend so much time thinking what to buy before I finally settled for this.
A bracelet. It was love at first sight for me. I looked at so many other stuffs but didn't like them..
And then Su told me she's gonna get Ice CReam. But she actually went tob buy me a rose. How su-weet kan..
Now it is on 'Aqiil's drawer.
Ayie decorate 'Aqiil's drawer which bought after the trip to Orchard. Chest kemana, cupboard kemana, end up, drawer plastic jugak kiter beli..
As if one buffet is not enough, I asked my mom and Irah out on last Friday. I heard my mom saying she like the Bonia bag so I just asked her out saying we go jalan jalan accompany me shop.
But before shop, we eat.
At Sakura Intl Woodlands.
Mum and Irah..
Me and my helo ah..
So when we reach Metro, I said, go choose any bag below $300. It's on me. Wah she super happy lah.. Choose and choose, then she settle for one bag.
Then she wanted to buy a slingbag. I look at her and say, okie bundle. I buy you both. Wah she also malu malu meow meow.. Happy lah..Well she did so much for me, so it was really nothing. I bought fitted sheet for myself, nor's present and some other stuffs. Not only I busted my diet. I busted my pocket too. But it was worth it.
Then two buffet is not enough. I went for another one on Saturday. Zaki's birthday celebration at Sakura Intl clementi woods.
No pics since he has yet to mail me..
And then Monday, I was out with 'Aqiil to watch Ayie play badminton at YCK indoor stadium.
I went jalan jalan at Northpoint looking for Harvey Norman only to find out upon reaching there that the place is under reno.
To make things worse, I dropped 'Aqiil's shoe. Only one shoe. The one that bean bought him. I am so sad. I love that shoe so much and since it was given by someone, it matters even more.
And my outing ended this morning at 5.30am. We went to send 'Aqiil to A & E as he was having fever. When it reaches 38.4, we decided, it's off to the hospital. No clinic in woodlands is open 24hrs. How sad.
He is still cranky and weak. I really hope he get well soon.
Okie that's all. Till I see you guys again..
Penat type..
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
:: Fast One ::
Okie, I am not going to tell the cukor rambot story since I've already uploaded them on my Multiply. Please go to moroseseclusion.multiply.com to view pics.. or for short cut here is the link
:: cukor rambot I ::
:: cukor rambot II ::
:: cukor rambot III ::
But I shall now present my Botakhead.
Muhammad 'Aqiil Roziiq turns 2 months old today.. Alhamdullilah... Please excuse the wordings on his shirt. It an ego booster for me.. Well I am cute too what.. Chubby and all.. kekkeke
At two months old.. He can actually interact... Really..
I am not sure if he knows what he is doing or is it just purely conincidence since babies only have a social smile when they are 3 months. He started smiling when he is slightly over 1 month. And he would pose when say 1,2,3 smile.. I did that when I took that photo above. Even my aunties saw that..
This is now him, just now.. engaging in baby talk with Ayie. So perhaps, Mr Erikson should change his theories as babies in the millenium are way smarter compared to us I guess..
I love burping him.. He burps so loud.. It reminds me of Ain.. A pretty face but when she burps.. Goodness, an ugly sight and sound.. Wakakka.. Opps sorry... Please don't cancel any future shopping spree that I need you to do for me for blurting your secret.. kekekkeke
Anyway, I am sad... the bag that I wanted is sold out in Singapore and US. I am not sure if I should settle for an alternative. I scout the whole of Ochard today and it's not there. I went online thinking I could get it in US and it is now no longer there..
So I shall go mourn my loss in my sleep.. Shall blog more when I wake up (provided, I am in the mood.)
Saturday, November 29, 2008
:: Kapoot ::
So the Ayie birthday pictures... Well, we can say goodbye to them..
Friday, November 28, 2008
:: Knocked Out ::
It all started with Causeway Point with Uncle Hafiz and Aunty Irah together with Ibu. I was quite sleepy but Ibu still continued to get me ready...
And in jiffy, I am all set to go..
Despite being excited.. I still couldn't stop myself from yawning...
But when Ibu said 1,2,3 I would pose. And I always remember that when posing, I must smile. Oh no. Ibu is turning me into a poser. The flash from camera or phones always attract me and make me wanna pose and smile. Maybe I can ask Uncle Hafiz if I can model with him. Kekeke..
Apa dier kak?? Cannot..
Uncle Hafiz models bridal clothes and babies don't get married so there is no way I can model with him. Well, I have to wait till I am older and maybe I might just be good looking and then I can model.
So back to Causeway Point. We left home and took the bus. Uncle Hafiz carried my ride. He very strong and muscular so the pram might have weigh peanuts to him.
So we went shopping. Oh no.. Uncle Hafiz went shopping. He was buying a new phone. He is now more high tech than Ibu. Ibu use to be the first when it comes to stylo phone. But Uncle Hafiz beat her. He is now a proud owner of a touch screen phone.
Then he went to buy crocs slippers followed by a bling bling hat.
Ibu also shop. She bought a 4GB Toshiba Thumbdrive and this Africa Salt Spa Scrub from Body Shop. See, adults.. They shop while I only get to watch. Ibu wanna get a thumbdrive so that she can save all her pics from Nenek's house laptop. She is afraid the laptop goes kapoot with all her photos.
She also intend to buy a portable external HDD. To keep all her precious photos and then she will start printing batch by batch.
So after all the shopping they even feast on Old Chang Kee and bubble tea. We went home.
I rest a bit and then before I knew it, Ayah got me ready. We are going out again. To Nekde and Tokde house. Tokde is going for his Haj this coming Tues. I wish him a safe journey.
By then, I become even more tired. At about 9.50pm, we left for home.
Oh, that is me the biker. How come Ayah have a bike and I don't. This bike is too big for me and I don't have a licence to ride. After the police catch me. So what if Ayah is also a policeman. I think they sure won't care lor. I also wear the shoe that Ayah Bean gave me. Lucky Ayah bring the shoes over. I can actually fit into the shoes already. Ibu didn't even realise that I am growing rapidly.. What a word to describe my growth. Oh the shoes. They are cool. I feel so stylo and so grown up.. If only I could fit into those Levis Aunty Ein Ein bought. I am still small for that.
The whole day event left me so tired that I slept from 10am till 5am. Woke up for milk and it is back to sleep again.
Then after Ibu bathe me and put on fresh clothes. I slept again.
The sound of her flash woke me up and when she turn me over. I slept again.
Ibu said I am funny. When I am sleepy, I will just ignore what people do to me and when I am hungry, I wanna eat everything. Including Ayah's nose.
Now I am wide awake. Uncle Hafiz is going out.
See see.. He is wearing all his new stuffs that he bought yesterday. I think he is trying very hard to look cute so he can be cuter than me. Oh puh-lease.. You have got to be kidding.
Okie, I shall pass to Ibu now..

Toddles..
haha.. I wonder if 'Aqiil would also have a blog when he is older.
Anyway, Last Sunday, we had a celebration for Ayie. Photos to be uploaded later as Ain has got the camera. So since photos updated later. The story also comes later lah..
Ayie bought me a box of chocolates. Roses by Cadbury. It's for our first anniversary which is actually way over. Nevertheless, it was very nice of him. The Chocolates tastes so good. I busted my diet as I ate four pieces. Divine I tell you. I still have lots more. Oh no.. Welcome expanding waistline.
Anyway, I wanna embark on my abandoned photobook project. I shall first try out on our honeymoon pics. If it turns out nice, maybe I shall do one for my boy...
Okie, nothing much to blog. Tomorrow will be the start of 'Aqiil's cukor rambot preparation and Sunday is the real deal. 'Aqiil would wear the rompers that Su gave him.
Maybe Monday we would be back at IL's place.
So till there's new happenings... Enjoy your weekend.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
:: No more barut ::
So what have I done since confinement free. I went to Sheng Siong on Thursday with 'Aqiil,Ayie and Irah. We borong lots of stuff and since 'Aqiil diapers are running out, we bought a pack for him. I bought size M since the Size S ones are a bit tight for him at the thighs and he might just outgrow the small ones pretty soon. Fitti is now my final choice. He did not develop rashes on all the diapers he tried but Fitti to me has the best fit.
So Friday, I was off to ALexandra. Saw the therapist for my aching wrist and now I have a spleen made. I don't know how to spell it but it's more like a removable cast.

I remove it everytime I wanna carry 'Aqiil as it might hurt him. I am suppose to wear it as often as I can and avoid using my wrist too much. With enough rest, I should be alright in about 2 months.
After the trip to AH, we zoom over to JB via the Second Link. Ayie was scared to ride fast initially since I haven't been on the bike for quite some time. But after I gave him the okie sign, he sped off. I lioke. Riding fast always gives me that rush. But to be frank, I was scared at first but after five to ten minutes, I somehow adapt.
Shissha and makan and we are off home. Now we both cannot leave home without 'Aqiil for too long. Our mind will be thinking of him though physically we are elsewhere.
Saturday was lepak at home. Wanted to go CWP with Irah and Ain but the rain stop us. But I still go out at night with 'Aqiil. Mom's cooking at Blk 205 so I went over to kpo kpo lah. Stayed there from 9pm till bout 11pm. Wanted to leave at 10.30pm but I had to delay since Ayie's was in for a blast.
Busujai came over earlier in the afternoon and Ayie asked if he is coming. He said no and Ayie said Alhamdullilah. Ayie knew that Busujai is sure to sabo him real bad after what he did to Busujai.
Less than one hour, Busujai called. Mar kau beli cream. Nanti malam Busujai datang, kiter kerjakan ayie.. A tit for a tat. I didnt go out and end up Ain also did not manage to get frosting. So what he got.

Egg, flour and sweet potato peel. It's all a blur since he was moving so much. Nak pose pon orang nak continue sabo.

Alamak melekit aku..

Satu badan dah penoh. Nie goreng jer boleh dapat jempot jempot Ayie.

Poteman, Water please.
So he walked all the way home with me and the gooey stuff all over.
You should have seen how he try to siam. He tried carrying 'Aqiil but they keep pulling him and told him if he don't pass 'Aqiil over, dengan 'Aqiil 'Aqiil skali kene. So he relent. They slowly help him remove his pouch, watch, wrist strap then made him sit and even sang a birthday song. It was hilarious.
To see how he was saboed.. You can check it out :: here ::
and :: here ::
So upon reaching home, it was time for a scrub
Dah kotor pon nak act cool ker.
Oh the sabo thingy is not over. After this, he is going to get somemore. We bought him a cake for later and after the wedding is over, we shall celebrate with him.
It's our one year anniversary today. 1 year plus of courtship, 10 months of engagement and now it have been a year that we are husband and wife. Insyallah, there will be many more good years to come.
Oh if you think phone comes with earpiece for handsfree conversation.
Busujai can also carry baby without a carrier and handsfree too

See no hands. Must be so comfortable that 'Aqiil continued sleeping.
Tomorrow will be a day out for me and Ayie. Stil nothing planned but we shall just do what we want tomorrow. Spontaneous.
Toddles from 'Aqiil.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
:: Mind your Language ::
He woke up very happy today.. Played on his own for 45 mins coz his Ibu is simply too tired. He was laughing and laughing. Then when I carried him, he still continued laughing as I talked to him. I brought him out to see his Nenek and again he is laughing.
Speaking of Nenek, I caught her using Singlish with 'Aqiil.
Nenek : Later big oredi, follow nenek go walk walk, we go kai kai, play play.
'Aqiil : Just look at her and laughs.
It was agreed that I shall speak English, Ayie speaks Malay together with my parents. My siblings also uses English with him. But cooing in Malay sounds so much better that I dump my plans aside for the time being. I told my mom, use proper English instead of Singlish and she said, Aiya, Singaporean wat.. Must learn Singlish also..
So now it's going to be English, Malay and Singlish. Wakakak..
Ayie called Bean last night and after talking to him, Su ask to speak to me. And guess what was the conversation about?? 'Aqiil's finger.
She was like. Eh apa you buat ngan jari 'Aqiil. Banyak darah?? Lama tak dier nangis. Ish jahat ah you.. Kesian lah dier.. She just shoots the questions like a bullet train. Wakaka.. Aiya accidentally mah. Takkan I purposely wanna clip his finger kan..
See 'Aqiil your Ummi Su very concern tau about you.. So you must put on weight and get into the clothes that she bought you...
Oh today is last day of confinement.. Lepas nie gua bleh merayap lah..
Toodles...
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
:: Busy as a Bee ::
It's 'Aqiil cukor rambot and berkhatan ceremony this coming 30 Nov. I am not doing much since my mom and dad truly is doing all the planning and what not...
First and foremost I would like to apologise if I did not invite you to the ceremony as I only invite very very close friends which is less than 10. Serious.. I segan lah wanna invite so many people.. After people say nie nak kahwin ker nak cukor jambol kan.. So we shall just keep to the minimum. The rest of the guest would be our relatives, his and my parents friends.
Only the berkats for children would be settled by us. Need to shop for 'Aqiil's outfit for that day since he won't be able to wear what we have back at our place. He is still not
After the cukor rambot and berkhatan, it would be 'Aqiil's Aqiqah. Decide to do that at Masjid kampung sembawang... Will drop by to see the whole process. Then take pictures and all so that Insyallah, when 'Aqiil is all grown up, he will get to see what goes on when he was still small. Insyallah if ader rezeki, we will do his qurban next year..
Oh, I am quite sad at the moment. I knew this would happen. Sometimes I feel that I should just be selfish and be concern only with our priorities. Enough of thinking about how others feel while we suffer. But too bad, it is just not my nature.. I just hope I have the patience to endure and that all this will end real soon. Insyallah..
Now I shall not think too much about it and look forward to my first gym comeback this Friday after 10 months.. Fuyoo shiok ah.. Tomorrow is the last day of confinement. Like finally.. I was thinking of going to the gym in the morning before I go to work. Workour from about 9-10am then leave for work. Jgn angan angan taik ayam sudah aku nie..
Oh a colleague of mine passed away last night. My condolences to his family. Though I don't really know him that well, he was a nice and humble guy. Life is so fragile. When Allah wants to take our life, he just do so. No reminder.. We will be gone just like that. What is left behind is the memories that people have of us.
So I wish all of you a great week ahead..
Monday, November 17, 2008
:: Nenek say I look like a plumber ::
So today I had posing lessons from Ibu - Posing 101... Ibu made me do it even though I am quite sleepy after being awake since 12.30pm. But since I wanna be a filial son, I just did what Ibu asked..
At first I pose like this??
Ibu say cannot.. Must look at camera and smile..
Then I pose like this.
Like this can Ibu??
Again Ibu say no.. She say smile not frown 'Aqiil..
Then finally after a few poses, Ibu say Like this okielah...
See Ibu like my pose.. I told Ibu, take close up lah Ibu..
I even help to smile.. I am such a good boy.. Ibu send this pic to ayah and he said I look cute..
Duh!!! Of coz I am ... Ayah would be crazy to say I don't since almost everybody say I look like Ayah and if I am not cute, he ain't cute too.. It's like a slap on his face lor..
After I pose so much, I deserve a reward.. hmmm ... $$$$$... Ibu took psychology so she believes in conditioning. Rewarding good behaviour increase the good behaviour while punishing when I am naughty will help discipline me..
So I got my reward.
Reward comes only in one form.. Not $$$ of coz.. Milk... Ibu say when I am older I get better stuffs.. So I shall be patient since it pays to be patient..
So after I am full from that 4oz of milk.. I need my beauty sleep.. Tyra Banks said models need to have sufficient sleep...
Oh this bed no standard lah... I prefer Ibu and Ayah's bed.. I heard they have this cool bed and I slept once.. Not bad.. But I think I won't have much chance since they want to put me in a cot.. They so stingy, don't want to share one..
I woke up like 5 mins later.. I don't like this bed..Put me on my stomach please..
Yes.. this is better.. So I shall enjoy my sleep in this wonderful weather....
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Friday, November 14, 2008
:: I'm bloody sorry ::
Ayie look at his finger and it was bleeding.. A lot of blood came out from that cut and I think I must have clipped quite a lot... It was heartwrenching. I did not wanna see the damage that I did. He cried for a good 20 minutes. And the blood continued to flow for that period of time too.. Sorry 'Aqiil, Ibu am so sorry.. Ibu shall leave anything that needs clipping or cutting to Ayah okie...
Ayie become the doctor while I became the assistant.. Kekeke..
The damage is done.. And we bandange his little finger...
When Ayie talked to him while trying to stop the bleeding. He said, 'Aqiil takmo nangis eh... Tahan eh.. 'Aqiil strong boy kan.. He just cebik his lips and make this sad face.. Macam paham jer budak kecik nie.. Buat muka kesian kat Ayah dier..
Gave him milk and awhile later he waked up all fine.. Kekeke.. Yeah.. Strong boy.. Skejap jer 'Aqiil dah besar eh..
I am feeling kinda bored now.. After I am used to 'Aqiil's daily routine and now that school is over, I think I am left with nothing much to do.. Can't wait for confinement to be over so I can head to Amore and do something different again..
Okie to all. It is the weekend.. And next weekend, We are celebrating our one year anniversary... Yay 'Aqiil, Ibu and Ayah is now one year old..
So to all, enjoy your weekend.. With this cold and rainy weather, it is cool to just stay in and snuggle with your loved ones.. Adioz..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
:: Just me and My Huggies ::
http://www.huggies.com.sg/photo_contest_huggies_ultra/gallery.aspx?id=1256
Sayang my uncles and aunties...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
:: Ibu, I am one month old now ::
Like I said earlier, Ibu didn't have time to do anything for me since she is out early in the morning to send in her report. I heard Ibu collected her cert yesterday too. I am so sorry Ibu didn't go for her Convocation because of me but I know she don't mind. She still can go for one next year..
But she was kind enough to treat the family Pizza although both of us did not get to enjoy the pizza.
I did get to pose a bit..
This is ayah patting me to sleep so that he can enjoy the pizza...
Today, we went out. Ayah starts work at 3pm so he decide to bring me to the polyclinic together with Ibu for my second dose of Hep B. I am so happyas I get to ride in my orang car.
I cried a bit when the nurse jab me. But for like 2 to 3 seconds. I mean you cannot expect meto act strong. Painful okie.. The nurse took my weight and height and I am now 5kg and 56 cm i think. I couldn't hear what the nurse said about my height as I am too nervous about the jab.. My head is a bit small though. I think I am just like Ibu and her siblings. They all have small head.
So after the jab, we went home. Ibu said we shall take the bus from the bus stop on the left but Ayah said we take from the right. The left bus stop looks ulu.
So we walk to the right and we walk to the right as we walk as we walk as we walk with all our might..
There was no bus stop.. And Ayah despite being wrong tried to be cool about it. Ibu said, we shall just walk home.
If we turn left, we would be going by PIE. Too bad my orange sports car not allowed to enter.
Ayah posing with me by the longkang..
Ibu and Ayah posing by the longkang.. Aiyo so not romantic... where got people take couple pics by the longkang...
As walk slowly pass Woodlands Garden, Ayah and Ibu found a better background..
Ayah posing abis.. He looks like he wanna run...
Ibu also wanna pose with me... Maklomlah, it is only when going to the clinic that Ibu have a chance to let loose.

I also demand that my picture is taken.. How come only the adults get to take most of the picture..
Ibu and Ayah take a picture together again.. Huh, this time then okie.. Pretty and handsome lah my Ibu and Ayah.. Kekeke..
Oh we walk for half an hour. Ibu calves now painful. She was stagnant for 10 months so the walking must have jolted her muscles from their slumber.
So now, Ibu and Aunty Ain wants to feed me with lotsa milk so that I become more plump.. Then I can wear the clothes that Aunty Ein Ein, Ummi Su, Aunty Rinz, Aunty Haz and many other aunty and uncles lah..
Oh Aunty Haz and Uncle Iqbal came to see me today.. Aunty HAz was nice to bring a long sleeve top and a shoe for me.. She even get a bottle of Incanto perfume by Ferragamo for Ibu. How come Ibu gets a present too?? I tot I am the star... Oh Uncle Iqbal gave Ibu this glamourous hook for hanging stuff when she's out. Nenek wants one too when she saw Ibu's hook so Uncle Iqbal gave her one..
Oh by the way, Aunty Irah and Nenek is worried that I am going back next week. She say she don't mind sleeping outside just so that I can stay here with her.. She say, she wish I can stay here for a year.. But I don't think I can.. Ibu and Ayah have the final say..
Anyway, I can always visit...
Now I am in Atok Din's arms.. So I shall go back to my lala land..
Lots of love
'Aqiil
