:: Family Outing ::

At last the long awaited dinner and bowling session is here. It was a blast. Our key person, Papa was finally free. Ya... he is always busy with fishing that is. Dinner was a Sakura. The food was not that nice though Especially the Tom Yam. It was very sweet. Disappointing since that was one of their signature dishes.

Our opening picture by wannabe photographer. She scored low on quality but let's give her good grades for efforts lah. You should practice more so your hands won't shake when u snap.

On the left : Mak and Papa.
On the right : Hafiz and me

So what's on the menu. Plain Rice for the kids, Claypot Beef Rice for Mak and Seafood Fried Rice for Papa. Chilli Crab, Oatmeal Prawns, Sweet Sour Slice Fish, Kailan with Beef, Hotplate Beancurd and Tom Yam Soup. I give the food only 6/10. Seriously it wasn't that nice lah.. So not Sakura.

Mak and her four fantastic kids. Yes we are shameless.. We call ourselves fantastic. Kekekeke.. Who cares right??

When their stomach are full and my pocket is empty, we take a family shot. Alamak the girl did not take a good one lah.

On the left : Us goofing around in the van. Kekekek
On the Right : Hafiz and Ira showing the new bowling style. Accuracy and power guranteed.

Team name : Hero Mati Last
Team members : Papa, Ira and Me.

Team Name : Syaid
Team members : Mak, Ain and Hafiz.

On the left : "Hero Mati Last" Score
On the right : "Syaid" Score

Eventhough "Hero Mati Last" lost the game. We have pretty impressive scores. Papa is the top scorer for the first set and I am the top scorer for the second set. We shall groom our youngest seed and she might just do well with her new bowling style. Okie Ira.

After the game, final family pic. Couldn't afford to take more as my battery flat liao. Everybody were so happy and we might go for another outing like this in July. I have my July Bonus then.

Ira is so happy when she got these balloons. But I wasn't so happy because it's junk in the house. As if now there's isn't enough.

Ayie send me to HQ just now because last minute I had to see Head Sup. After that he fetch me from HQ and we proceed to Far East for lunch. After that he even send me to Jurong. Thanks Dear, I really appreciate it a lot.

Okie news is out. I am promoted. Kekekek. I am super happy because it means more money and more leave.. Yahooo..

Okie I am off now.. Back to work.

:: Makansutra ::

I wanted to blog everyday if I could but work commitments forbids me from doing so. I have been getting little sleep due to the late nights. And late nights are going back home after the sunrise. Yes, when I leave office, the sky is well lit. Bright as ever, people are going to work and even the policemen are starting new shifts. At times I get quite pissed course it really clash with my plans with Ayie but well, it's my job and I love my job.

Met Ayie yesterday and he was so accomodating. Extremely. No fussing and nagging when I was half an hour late. Went for late lunch since it was already 6pm. I had my usual Maggi Goreng and Carrot with Milk Juice while Ayie had his Nasi Paprik and Watermelon Juice. He was planning to bring me for dessert ah Secret Recipe since I had so wanted to eat Mango Delight. Yes, that cake that brought us together. But after dinner I was so ful so I told him that we should just skip it and go next time. He insist we go today after his haircut.

So it was secret recipe. I saw my Mango Delight sitting nicely at the display counter. We ordered one Mango Delight and Ayie beam at the picture of Banana Split in the menu.

Ayie: Yang, the Banana Split here is so ex compared to Al Amin eh?
Rose: Dear, they use a good quality ice cream lah. taste nicer
Ayie: Nolah yang.. All ice cream is the same..

So in the end no Banana Split, he wasnted the single scoop ice cream instead. Fickle lah this Ayie. So when the desserts arrive, as per normal, I go snapping away.

The Mango Delight was simply divine, the many chunks of Mango. Hmmm... My full stomach turns empty after that. Ayie scoop his chocolate ice cream and put it in his mouth. Then he said, "Yang, the taste lain ah.. Sedap ah.. Tak macam Al Amin". Duh.... *roll eyes*

After that went to Ngah' s house. She was so happy coz it's been so long since we came over. I told her that Ayie was bsuy at work and I'm caught up with school and work. After that Ayie call Bean and Su to meet up for dinner at JB as always. The two of coz, set nyer.

While waiting for them at the checkpoint, Ayie and I started snapping away. The two narcicist combine powers..

We can really take pictures.. Met Su and Bean and we all proceed to Sayam for our late dinner. What's on the menu? Plain rice, Pari Bakar (I don't eat that), Kailan with Salted Fish, Stuffed Omelette, Tom Yam Seafood Soup and Fried Chicken with Tumeric. Really ate a lot yesterday. To repay all my lost meals for the busy week I guess.. Kekekke.. Due to my bad migraie, we left even before we finish the Sheesha..

Once reach my block, Ayie asked me how's my day? Did I enjoy myself? I said of coz but I have migraine.. Then he say nevermind at least I enjoyed myself. He said I love you so many times from the void deck till he sent me up to my house. Maybe it's due to our long absence from each other. We met only once a week now. Haiz..

Will be off for a family outing later after Maghrib. My treat to dinner and bowling. Will take pics and load them up soon ya.. At press time, Ira is busy with the Ice Age Disc that I bought for her. She's a super happy kid right now.

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"

:: You lost ::

Yes... That is the exact words that I would like to say to Arsenal eventhough I don't deny that they are good. But then again, Barcelona proved to be better, winning them 2-1.

Am I a soccer fan?? Not really but I do like to watch good games. And I will support any team that Ayie is against for the fun of it. hahaha... Ya, so that Ayie and me can bicker and spice things up while we watch soccer together.

Ayie called me in the afternoon to tell me that Arsenal lost. But before he manage to do that I cut him by laughing... He said he was said and that the referee was siding with Barcelona and stuff.. I told him that every fan will say that when their dream team lost. Anyway dear, I can feel every inch of your agony. Perhaps they should try harder next year. And if Henry get himself transferred, the chances for Arsenal is gonna dip even lower.

Anyway I am missing Ayie a lot.. The busy schedule decide to drop by again this week. I really hope it will not drag every coming week in future though. Argh.. It's like we only meet once a week and that is also so hard. Really have to work hard to squeeze some time so that we can meet.

Had my shopping theraphy with Su just now. Bought two tops from Giordano and two tops from this Civic Centre shop. Really spent a lot. Haiz.. But no regrets coz I really like it. Almost bought a pair of new pants from Giordano. It nice, the colour and it's hipster. but no size. Only in sizes 24 and 25. I wish I'm that size... Argh...

It was tiring since I was working from 9am of Tuesday to 9pm on Wednesday with only 4 hrs of sleep. The case I did turn out very well and I am really happy. Hope that in future all the case turn out well. Back to work tomorrow and my Mandarin class. So adioz.. I think I wanna sleep. Can't get enought of them... Muacks..

:: I'm Ok You're Ok ::

It's actually a song by MxPx that I use to listen if I am not wrong... With the guys back then in poly. Ya it was great.. really great coz you have good company with you all the time. Nah.. I'm not saying that now it 's not great. It's great now.. Made new friends and perhaps a different gender.. Kekekeke.. Eversince I'm with Ayie, I am actually making more gurl friends that is. His friends' wives lah, gfs and sisters...

Sunday, 14 May 2006 is Arwah Aat's 4 years death anniversary. Time really flies. I feel that we just met yesterday. He's so naughty and mischievious and he never fail to put a smile on my face.. All of us here miss him. I am really glad that when I met Cik Ru, his mom, last Sunday night, she look better, unlike last time where she use to cry at the sound of his name. Alhamdullilah...

I am actually at work now.. Having ops but since I did U/C the other day, I am kept under wraps for the time being.. No good coz it boring to be cooped up in the office with nothing to do and I am not allowed to move around to avoid exposure..

I notice that more and more people are actually using vulgarities in their everyday lives like as if vulgarities can convey the exact way that they are actually feeling. I mean you go **** here and **** there. And if you are a gurl, it really make look very unglam.. Kekekkee.. Anyway, it's really up to the individual how they want to potray themselves at the end of the day. I am no angel but I refrain myself from the vulgarities as I find them unnecessary lah..

I am also looking forward to catch a movie with Ayie. The last movie we watch was Ice Age 2. He really wants to watch m:i:III. I have free tix from Eng Wah. Thanks to my workplace. I've got good news.. But I think I shall wait till it's official before I share with you all okie..

Man's great misfortune is that he has no organ, no kind of eyelid or brake, to mask or block a thought, or all thought, when he wants to. - Paul Valery

:: It's Sunday ::

Wow.. My super long weekend is gone in just a jiffy. I was off on Thursday so it was a long 4 days holiday.

Anyway, just got a call from Ayie Darling who's at work now.. His car broke down.. kekekek. so he called me to chit chat with him while waiting for his colleague to collect another car.

Yesterday was fun.. Met Bean and Su after work over some food and Sheesha... As per normal. Then Mariah Carey's song came up.

Rose : eh gal si Mariah Carey nie muka dier macam bapok eh.. Tadik I saw her kat Glitter.

Su : Tak ah.. She's more like a slut ah... The she looks at Ayie and say opps.. (censored ah konon)

Ayie : Asal yang??

Rose : Takder I was saying Mariah muka macam bapok..

Ayie : Taklah.. Macam slut ah muka dier...

So Su and I burst laughing.. Ayie looking clueless.. So I explain.. No Su was censoring herself when she said slut because of you then you also said slut.. Haha.. I told Su that maybe I've corrupted Ayie's mind..

It was really fun meeting the two coz it has been quite sometime since we actually met due to Ayie busy schedule prior to the Elections. Now his schedule is back to normal, at least for the time being. We are both looking forward to our one year anniversary next month and I have to start looking for a gift. Being the kiasu one.. I start my research early..

I am off now to chat with Su. We both have a long term mission here to accomplish.. Kekekeke

Learning is ever in the freshness of its youth, even for the old - Aschylus

:: Abused ::

I really like this song by TLC. They were like hot when I was in Sec school. Sec one and Sec two days... But the message that was sent through this song is very deep.

I have seen a lot of woman being abused. I mean, we can't deny the fact that majority of those who were abused are actually woman. In my workplace itself, I hear my sups telling me how their husbands hit them. And some came with the bruises on their face and body. Swollen eyes and cracked lips. They left me wondering why they still stick by these men who made them their punching bags.

Is it love that made them forgive this man or are they living in denial. Afraid to let go due to the uncertainty or insecurity. I really cannot imagine sleeping with someone whom you don't know when the next attack will be. But I guess I would never understand as I haven't really asked them the reasons behind it. One friend told me that it is because of her children and marriage that made her endure.. with a hope that he would change..

Well I really hope that all the man out there who are guilty of abusing their wives to stop and think. Do violence or all that vulgarities actually help solve all the problems. I believe the answer is obvious.

There are more pleasant things to do than beat up people - Muhammad Ali

:: May Babies ::

Okie this post is dedicated to all the May babies.. Well not much but 3 that I actually know of...

First is Sakinah.. Who celebrates her 13th birthday on the 3 May 2006.

Then Kak Linda.. Celebrating her birthday today in Japan.. Today, 12 May 2006, you celebrate your 30th birthday. But she always say she's in her late twenties.. Well I guess this time.. You definitely are in your very late twenties.. Kekekek..

And to my mom who is celebrating her 48th birthday this 17 May 2006.

To all the May babies, may your birthday bring you blessings from Allah and I doakan agar di panjang kan umur, murah rezeki and senantiasa di berkati-Nya.

A new addition to my blog now. I will be leaving a quote after every entry that depict the exact way I am actually thinking. And for today it's by John Locke. he's an empiricist. One of those theories I am actually studying.. *frown*

"I have always thought the actions of men the best interpreters of their thoughts. "

:: Who to blame?? ::

My mom said that I am open-minded. No.. She said that I am too open-minded. I am blunt and direct. As such, some people might not be able to accept what I say and think. The way I voice out my opinions. Ayie said that I am determined and upright. When I feel something is wrong, I would stick to my principles and would not relent to the fact that it is might be acceptable in certain circumstances. So who should be blamed? Me, for being that kind of individual, my parents, whom people might blame for not raising me in the correct way, the education system that made my thinking so liberalized or the society, due to it's ever -changing dynamics and hence led me to think in a way that I accept new ideas and at times do not conform to the norms.

Well. I believe that nobody is to blamed for my actions because I choose to be that way. I believe that life is about choices. Your actions is a reflection of yourself hence, there is no one that should be blamed for what you do. You are responsible for yourself once you have reach the age where you can think. I do agree that I think in an unconventional way. But that doesn't mean that I am too liberalized until I forget to diffrenciate between what is wrong and what is right. I can choose to smoke and drink and club and do drugs and drink alcohol course I am practically surrounded by that kind of environment. I can wear all those tubes and spaghettis but I don't. Not because my parents do not allow me to do so but because, I choose not to. I am even embarrased to wear a sleeveless top outside of my home because I do not want to reveal so much skin. I even take the trouble to ensure that my tops are long enough, so that when I sit, I don't expose my back. So as I said, I make the choices. You may be faced with 1001 influences, but at the end of the day, you choose what you want to be.

My mom said that I embarassed her when I wrote that entry in my blog. So the question here is, why should she? I am the one who wrote it, so it is wrong and unfair for people to do that to her. Yes, people would say that I am her daughter, but that doesn't mean that she should face the repercussion of my actions. Of course not. It would take an extremely shallow minded if they ever do that. Well but I guess that it wouldn't be hard to find people who are like that in Singapore. If I murdered someone, I would be the one to be sentenced to death by hanging. To face that burly big guy who will put a rope around my neck while my face is covered with a black cloth and then he will proceed to pull the lever and I will drop, my neck will snap due the the sudden force. The doctor will then come and check for my pulse before pronouncing me dead. My parents are not guilty and so they don't have to face the death penalty with me.


I really hope one day, the society will be able to accept that. To think in a more positive way. While Singapore is said to be moving forward in terms of technology, development and economy, the same cannot be said for her people.

:: Chaos ::

My Oh My, It was a chaotic day for me. Well it has been chaotic for the past three weeks due to my ECA and all. But the chaos yesterday was about my entry I think somewhere early last month. It actually offend someone eventhough I did not put any names.

Anyway, to the person, with due respect to my parents (and that includes all the nagging and reasoning why some things are not meant for publishing), I have already removed the post. My sincere apologies to you because in the process of airing my thoughs, I have hurt and offended you. However, I would appreciate that in future, anybody who feels that I have offended you to inform me personally.

Anyway all that episodes did not and will not deter me from blogging. Kekekke.. Who knows one day the papers have vacancies in their editorial team and would like me to be a part of them for a short stint, do call me ya. Kekek tak tahu malu tol..

Freedom ala Braveheart is what I am actually feeling right now. Though it will only be for a short period of time. I am now finally in the semester break. I am hoping to sustain my grades so that I will graduate with good honours. However, even though I have certain expectations for myself, I would not be disappointed if I haven't done well. At least I know that I have put in the effort and dedication needed. (if sleepless nights and scoring low on social life counts).

What I am looking forward now is to go out with my friends and Ayie. I haven't met him for like almost a week due to his busy work schedule which I have to thank the polling day for and my busy work and studies schedules.

At the moment, I shall try my best to keep my blog generalized instead of being too personalized because I am the type who will try my best not to hurt others eventhough at times unconciously I end up doing so. Well maybe Anil my colleague didn't give me the name Queen of Sarcasm for nothing. Muakaka. Anyway, Anil you must be happy since my transfer, there is no one to argue with you huh. Or perhaps you might miss the arguing that is why you asked for transfer. *wink*. Okie I shall go off now. I wanna play game. Fowl Words. No Scrabble today since Azman is going for RT later and Heads are all coming. So have a nice day to all.

:: First Date ::

So exactly one year ago, we had our first date. How do I get to know him?? Well it's all about a slice of Mango cake followed by a card reader in F. Kekkekeke...

I didn't really know he exist. Then he join us for night ops. We just celebrate teh April babies birthday and there was a slice of Mango cake left. I offered so many people but nobody wants. At last, I found someone. Ayie.. He say can ah...

From that piece of Mango cake, we started talking and on the 30th April 2005, he asked me out. We met on the 2 May 2005 where he was 20 mins late. I almost left. Then he appeared. After that day, we talk more and he became more interested to join our ops.. Yalah carik chance. The guys disturb us and then we got together on the 13 June 2005.

It was really fast, thinking how time flies. We are together for almost a year now. Arguments are inevitable but we shared more happy moments together. Looking forward to spend more time wit you dear. And you still have yet to bring me to Secret Recipe for my dose of Mango cake. Muacks.. Love ya...

:: Break Time ::

I am in the midst of my always abandoned essay. Wanted to do it since last Friday but the brain is not functioning as always. *Scratch head*.

I went to Ghafur's engagement ceremony with darling yesterday. Yeah he's now someone fiance ya.. Elysee made a cake for him. Chocolate and peanut butter. Kekekek, it looks good but I don't like chocolate and peanut butter. I like dark chocolate. Yummy.. Elysee call me last night and we chatted. She said she will make one for me during my engagement. Ya provided I get engage. kekekek...

The whole of Singapore is suddenly bustling all due to the Elections. I am not anticipating it because I am pissed. The elections is causing Ayie to work for 9 straight days from 3pm to 11pm everyday without any off days. Argh. There goes our weekend. Su was all excited to watch the GP together but too bad. Ayie said he have to wave goodbye to GP as he is stuck with the GE. This year will be my first year voting. Who will I vote for? Well your vote is secret. *rolls eyes*.

Anyway I will finish my essay by today. Yes I am determine so please, no distractions. I even avoid chatting in the MSN. Then I will interview my bro tonight followed by another two essay tomorrow. Fuh...

I was chatting with Ayid just now and I told him that I'm surprise he reads my blog. He say reading my blog makes him laugh. Thanks Ayid, anyway I'm used to you goondoos always laughing at my expense. LoL. Well like Bal always say, we disturb you because we love you. Doesn't mean that we don't care about you. Ya ya.. Anyway I miss you guys. Your stupidity and antics doesn't fail to humour me. After my ECA, I'm gonna dig all the old albums and snap the pics. After that I shall distribute to you guys wokey. Call it charity work lah kan.. Kekekeke

I wanna lie down for a while now and I shall go all out to finish this essays. I want good grades.. Ya duh.. who wants bad grades rite. Ciaoz..

:: Bogged Down ::

I seem to be writing in quite often nowadays because maybe this is an avenue for me to express my feelings..

Yesterday I slept late because Khairul Anuar came over to my place. He's kinda shy and quiet. Just snap a few photos and I shall load it soon. My sis took my cam.





I was chatting with Ina earlier and we both are feeling the same way. We have so many friends and the list just goes on but it seems that when you just want to find someone to talk to, none in the list is willing to spare the time. Her husband works shift, so is my boyfriend. Lucky for me, I have su and lihua and ezzam and sinah who is always willing to share my thoughts.

My head becomes worse. I have difficulty sleeping and my head feels like it's been compressed. I told Ina that I feel like I am going bonkers. When the pain comes, I feel like going to sleep and never wake up again. I am not being suicidal here but the pain is unbearable. It slows you down... At times i feel like just giving up and shout at the top of my lungs. Just a good break. I read a fren sis blog on how she said she was a junkie and how bad her life is. I feel sad for her because at time it's not the person who is bad, but the circumstances that make you feel that way.

Currently in my list, I have one 1500 words essay, two 750 words essay, 2 interviews, two research papers each 5000 words and all due on the 8 may 2006. And the best part is I have not started. I don't have enough pressure to motivate me and I know taking leave is of no use since I won't do as I have a lot of time in my hands. I also have Mandarin lessons..

Ayie is busy and the elections is not making me any excited. though this will be my first time voting. I don't really bother who is taking care of my neighbourhood. What I am bothered of is that the rally will take up Ayie's time even on his off days which means there won't be much time for me. Well at times, it's like that..

For the moment, I'm just counting down to the days that I would start my homework and finish them. The day that when I sleep and I don't have the ways and things I would like to write in my essays and research papers. The day where I will be free... I'm still counting... Tick tock tick tock...

:: Laugh then Cry ::

I had two extreme day yesterday. First it was so happy. Kept laughing and laughing. Cyn and me nothing to do in office so decide to snap around. Played scrabble and even makan krepek pedas. 6 or 8 packets of krepek pedas.





Then after that, Ayie came over to fetch me.. he went to Sentosa with his colleagues.. I end up skipping class because I was too lazy. Nurina also didn't attend.. kekeke.. Went to eat at Banquet and then went to Toy u'Rus. If I'm not wrong, that is how it's spelt.. We had so much fun... goofing around.








Left for home and then we argued. I was so angry and pissed at him that I cried. Aiya.. I was also wrong since due to my anger i shouted and raide my voice at him. That made him angry too.. But luckily for us, we don't argue over long period of time.. We'll both cool off and talk things over..

Today was tiring. I took a cab to work. Well four days in a row. I'm going bankrupt soon. Don't think I'm going to work tomorrow since I'm tired but I've got to attend my Mandarin coz at IPAM. Hopefully my Mandarin will brush up abit. Khairul Anuar is coming over to my place in a while. I'm not a fan but my sis and neighbours are all too excited. I'll loan them my camera to snap ard. Maybe I should charge.. Muakakkak.. Okie Ciao...

:: I'm Missing You ::

Receive this from yati's email..

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says I love you, She means it.
When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that.

I donno.. maybe it's true.. but at this moment, I know I'm missing Ayie.. Come fetch me tomorrow after school okie dear..

:: Brazillian ::

I did the Brazillian. Not that football thingy with the World Cup fever down the corner. Turning every man and woman who's crazy bout soccer into a frenzy.. I did a Brazillian Wax.. I do not know what made me do it.. But I tot... well just for the fun of it.. And it was no fun.. LoL.. more like painful..

I was quite stressful before I go and was anticipating all the pain. And to literally expose yourself to the lady doing it is kinda embarassing. The moment I arrive, we actually have to wait for a while since there was quite a number of people mostly doing threading... Then my turn come. A lady by the name of Manjit bring me up. Then I change to this kinda skirt. I remove my jacket since I wanna wax my underarm too..

First it was the underarm and it was Okie.. So I was like.. Hmmm not too bad after all. So next is the Brazillian. The hot wax and then...Zappp.. I was like ouch.. The girl was smiling and said.. It's bearable.. Just endure okie.. Then the inner part and I sat up due to the pain. I was laughing because it was so painful... Argh.. Manjit was saying.. You feel like strangling me.. I said no.. Not you but Lyn for making me go through this.. Then she put the hot wax again.. Gosh, since the skin there is kinda thin, it hurt real bad. But she said that only for the first two times. After that it would be much better.. Wow, I look so raw and swollen after that..

So after all that pain, I actually agreed to sign up for their package. I am just a sucker for clean, hairless stuff. LoL.. It just cleaner lah.. So i really hope the next experience wouldn't be that painful but I really doubt so since you already know how it actually feels like ya..

Okie I think I shall start revising now.. Have to wake up early..

:: New Laptop ::

Yahoo.. I finally get myself a new Acer laptop. Thanks to my dad and mom. But have to share wit my sis.. Sedih.. Ya I selfish. Call me watever you want.. But at times there are certain things that I do not like to share. Thanks to Abg Iqbal too for taking the trouble, sending the Office 2000 disc to me. And to my darling of coz.. took the trouble to send me all the way to Funan just to get my laptop despite my bad tantrums yesterday.(okie since when tantrums have been good eh..)

Haiz.. So bout the tantrums.. I finally feel the fatique and stress about juggling school and work and Ayie and family and friends. The sudden influx of commitments and the after effects of it. So when Ayie was late yesterday, I was pissed. Then while on the bike I told him I feel very stress and suddenly my tears roll down freely at the junction in the middle of Orchard Road.. Waduh malu nya aku. Ayie also do not know how to react. So into the gantry at Orchard, I pass him my cash card then I do not know why his hand itchy go take it out and when we enter the next gantry, no cashcard. So I told him off in a harsh way. He just reply takmo marah marah lah.. Asal pasal nie nak marah marah lak.. I just kept mum.

Once we reaxh Funan, park the bike then I apologize for being such a bad gal. And I started crying again.. Kekekek.. He just console me and I said I wanna go coffeebean. Kekekke.. Apa jerr eh.. cry then wanna go coffeebean. Of coz Ayie was such a darling, bring me to coffeebean.

Then afetr everything was done, went back to my place, send the laptop and then i went off to his place. Watch soccer.. His mom was nice and gave me the stuff she kept for me. She went for her Haj this year. Basically you will be reading my boring life coz I really do not know what to write.. kekekke...

Okie ah.. before I go blabbering, I shall go cook myself maggi. me starving... Haven't ate since last night..

:: Boredom Drives U Crazy ::

I went to HQ all by myself yesterday as darling was working the night shift. Reach at about 8.40pm and then tadaa.. There's only one slot left . The 3am to 6am slot... Aiyo.. No guys was gentleman enough to actually let me take the 1st or last slot. Haiz.. So I didn't even bother whining and just took the slot. But after that I complained to Steve and OC and Darling.. Muakakak... No choice.. Well I guess what Steve said was true, At my workplace, gentlemen are a rare species and a gem.. While bored at the restroom that looks more like a storeroom, i decided to tak pictures of myself in various poses that I can think of. I wanted to make as many faces that I could and I think I took more than 30 pics.. Well this is what boredom can do to you. After that I found that I have escort duty at &am. so I guess no sleep throughout the night..

Once I met Naz and Syahrul, we proceed to railway. Naz and Syahrul was really hungry. I didn't eat coz I've eaten the Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis Kunyit Chilli Padi my mom cook. I tapao. Wah the name is a mouthful ya.. After railway Naz and I chit chat about all the happenings and they left at about 2.

I just slack around till my duty was over. After that at 7am went to escort. Then I saw this mentally challenged lady who was actually multilingual. She could speak English, Hokkien, Mandarin and Malay. I guess she must have been educated.

After escort it was already about 8am. Just pack up and rest and I went off at about 9am. Then in the train I saw another mentally challenged guy. I don't noe what is with me yesterday that I kept seeing this kind of ppl. Is it a sign?? nah joking... It's superstitous. Believe in qada' and qadar... and I was wondering what actually cause them to become like that. The circumstances must be so bad. It was quite pitiful lah..

And yes.. Finally Ayie changed his tyre. After constant nagging from me. My bf is a big procrastinater. Yes, I would buy an ink stamp and stamp it on him if I could. You can't help but nag if your other half is like that. I can only nag for a while then I become angry.. Kekekke.. He was sad after that since he was budgeting at $400 bucks yet the tyres cost him $520. He was set he didn't manage to save the $1000 as he already intend to,. Takpe lah.. you just save $800 or wat. Next mth still can save...

So i guess i wanna go back to sleep now. Tired ah.. Was suddenly awoke when I realise it was Friday and I didn't wake Ayie up for Friday prayers... Lucky he went.. So off to class at 6pm later.. Ayie fetching me from school.. yippee.. So I'm off to dreamland.

Enjoy my crazy pics.. Click the album to flip okie..

:: What shall I do ::

Just come back from lunch. Ate Mee Hongkong which is not so nice. I kinda lost my appetite nowadays. Donno Why... But I bought 4 golden honey mangoes.. Sound nice and appetising.

Anyway, I will start doing my ECA this Sunday since Ayie will be working so most likely I won't be going out. Have to start early coz I do not wish to be burdened by the stress of doing it last minute. Haiz..

Anyway, I am really not sure what to do after work since I don't feel like going to class. Perhaps I'll go trim my hair and alter my bangs. They look so stupid.... thanks to that hairdresser.. And Su.. Keep up the good work. At least I can now go to your blog and read read a bit.. Jiayou Jiayou.. Keep updating ya...

So I shall lek lek again till I finish work. What time I finish?? I not sure.. If nothing up, I'll go off at 6pm if got something up, i'll go off at whatever time I finish... So Adioz...

:: At last I'm breathing ::

Wow, after slogging and slogging, I finally complete my assignment. Now I am left with two ECA that will round up my semester. And that will be 5000 words each. Haiz.

I am actually on MC for two days. Yesterday and today. So while people think that it was a long weekend for me, it actually wasn't. I was having migraine 5 days straight and painkillers was my constant companion. My sugar level was also low. Doc ask me to rest but I end up doing homework. But I am okie now.

Just came back earlier from west coast to send my assignment. To the teacher that I don't like. Ayie was very sweettt. Came back after work, shower and then off to send me to West Coast. We lost our way and after so many turns here and there, we found the stupid house. Yalah all this while I have Azman around to help me send the assignment. He so nice. Thanks Bro.

After that we had dinner at Ayer Rajah food centre. I had bubor ayam as usual while Ayie had Nasi Ayam Sambal. Ayie even ordered 20 sticks of satay. Aiyo so much. We both ate 4 sticks and tapao the rest. Yang yang, order like there's 4 of us. If Bean and Su is around lain ah. So the dinner was on me. I even tapao tahu bakar for my family.

After that we went home. No jalan jalan since we both will be working tomorrow. Well, boring back to work. Won't be going to class coz I don't see a point in doing so. Waste of time and money. Sit at home better.

To Ein Ein Happy Birthday ya.. Like I msg you. No present. Hugz and Kisses jerr.. Muackz.

:: Muacks To Jasmine ::

These is dedicated to my wonderful buddy Jasmine though I actually call her Lihua. She actually read my essay and of all the ppl I know, only Lihua and Su and Ina actually bother to read. Well my essay is 2000 words and with double spacing it could easily be 10 pages long. Thanks honey.

My lovely Mong Mong

I am finally done with my Childhood essay. Not sure how I will fare. Lihua said that my essay power. At this point of time, I hope she's my tutor. Muakakaka.. The other time she say good, I scored 74, so hopefully this time it works too.

To my darling Ayie, sorry dear, I couldn't talk to you when you call just now, I really am trying to finish my homework. He even promise to help me send my homework on Tuesday. I promise to treat him dinner. Kekekek.. He said I always bribe him.

Now I am running a temperature, perhaps due to the rain and stress. Alhamdulillah the migraine monster didn't attack.

So I am off now. Tired.. Videoclip dedicated to Lihua.. Hips Don't Lie by Shakira.. Come on shake that ass babe.. Muacks..

:: Brain Malfunction ::

Haiz.. The days just go by and I am still not done with my homework. I just don't have the mood and inspiration to do my TMA. I have two TMA due. One for Childhood and another for Child Development. It's always hard to start the introduction as in the second para. Once you finish that, the rest will just flow. I am really determine to do well. But at the moment I am only like 1/4 done for the childhood TMA. That means, another 1500 words.. Hopefully I will get it done soon. I am just having a brain malfunction here, where my brain just refuse to work and goes into sleep mode. Muakakka

Anyway, I went to Abg Bab wedding just now. It was held near my place, maybe bout 10 mins walk. Told my dad to drive but he step hardworking and decide that we should all just walk. Okie so we walk. Arrive in a big tentage set up in the middle of the park, get our food and then wham, the massive rains accompanied by the faithful lighting and thunder arrive without warning. The winds blew almost everything that it has the strength to carry. I was quite wet. It was chaotic but fun since I haven't been playing the rain for quite sometime here.

Met Cik zawiyah, Ika and Cik khamis at the wedding also. Ika is this gal whom my mom babysit when she was young till bout kindergarten. Now she's already in Primary 5. So chit and stuff. That was okie but the numerous salam-ning was not fun. Going to weddings with parents means the salam-ning is never-ending especially if you have a mom who is kinda well known. So just smile and salam.. Reputation babe.. Must maintain.. Muakakak. Talk about hypocrisy here..

Haiz.. apart from all that chaos, my mom told me that the lightning struck the lift at Blk 32 and left a gaping hole there. The police and all came. If only i was around to watch it. You see, it's kind off an excitement since there is nothing much in this neighbourhood apart from the steamers and the old and the stinkos (there are a lot of them, you will be surprised).

Well at the moment it seems that even the malfunction is still in session. It hasn't stop me from blabbering. Yes... It seems my mouth is always okie, except when hit by migraine which happens very frequently now. Ain took my sugar level and it is only like 3.7 which she said is low. Really.. I've had a history of low blood, low sugar low what else. So kinda normal. Went to Jb for a while yesterday with Ayie and had dinner at Stulang. Nowadays, Ayie eats so much. No more leftovers as he seem to gobble up almost everything. He wants to grow big. That's what he said. Big okie but fat no okie sayang...

Okie i am off now. Must picit my mom leg. Something I actually owe her. Massage fast and I am going out at 11pm. So Adioz ya... Muacks.. My hugs, love and kisses..

:: Konichiwa ::

I went over to meet Kak Linda and Abg Iman over at their apartment just now. Just got home now.. Bought for them Chappathi since they really like Chappathi. Thanks to Ayie for taking the trouble to go get it. He even propose that if we are not able to get it somewhere here, we will ride to Tekka. Very nice of him to do that. I was pretty glad too that he was comfortable wit my cousins.

We had a long chit chat and it was really nice. The last time we met them was last year. I was jubilant when she told she's coming back. We even decide that maybe two years later, we might go for a ride. A tour to be exact together. LoL. Ayie also had fun with them. He said he enjoyed talking to them and it was really a pleasure.

I will be looking forward to meet them again. And perhaps this time, Shasta will be around. Kekeke. She is cute lah.. And talkative.. LoL. Kinda miss her..

I shall go get some sleep now. It's back to work tomorrow... So good nite everyone...

:: Nora Birthday ::

It was a normal week for me. As usual packed with work and homework and classes. They seem to be neverending. I can't wait for the hols to come. A break from all these routines. And that will also means more time to go out.
Yesterday was a gathering with all of Ayie's friends. Quite a turnout with 12 of us there. It was also Nora's Birthday so it was a gathering cum a bithday bash for her. 27th years old now. Insyallah may all your wishes come true and may u always be in the solace of happiness.

We were At OCC and had three games of bowling. I am a happy rose after the game coz I played well. For the first time in my entire bowling games, I won.. Muakakka. At a score of 122. Happy lah.. After the games we went to Spize for dinner. Basically it was enjoyable. It has been quite a while since we go out as a group.

Ayie and me also did not waste the opportunity to take more pictures of ourselves. You can call us narcicist but it will not deter us even a little bit to take more pics of ourselves. We just love the camera.. And I think the camera loves us too.. Okie I shall stop before I make people puke..






Now I shall go back to my homework. I better start doing or i'll never finish. I just don't have the mood to do it. Maybe due to the lack of pressure ah... Adioz...

:: The Meltdown ::

Here is the pics of Bean and Su's mini getaway in Batam's Turi Beach Resort. Beautiful isn't it. Haiz... They said the spa was real good and satisfying. One day I really hope to go for spa.. Loved to be touched lah.. Can't help it...

Finally the waiting is over. We manage to watch Ice Age 2 - The meltdown. It was hilarious. We both really enjoy the movie so much. The plot is witty and the character are just so funny. You should go catch it. I was so relaxed and happy when i left the cinema. I have this nice feeling when I finish watching a good movie...

Headed straight to JB after that with Bean and Su. After we reach Singgah Selalu, and orders taken, I gave the surprise to Bean and Su. It was their one year wedding anniversary. Wrote them a card and Bean received a personalized cashcard and Su personalized EZ link card. Moga mahligai yang dibina berkekalan dah menjadi lebih kukuh ye... Ayie also get a personalized EZ link card. For being a wonderful darling. See being nice has its perks.

Present giving ceremony

Happy Wedding Anniversary

2 April 2005

Today is jemputan time. while waiting for Ayie who is most of the time slow, I snap a few shots of myself. I love these two.

After the jemputan we were about to leave but the rain showed us no mercy. Bare 50m from the jemputan, we had to turn into the MSCP as the rain was real heavy. Abandon the bike and took a bus to causeway. Haha Ayie haven't been taking the bus for a long time and he look jakun jap.. While walking around CWP, we bump into Nora. She look so pretty and sweet with her new hairstyle. Took a cab back to MSCP to collect the poor abandoned bike and off to the next destination. Bishan.

It was Coffeebean and chit chat session at Bishan. Ayie topic was house of our own and how the decor will be like. We would love a jumbo flat but i think we will just buy one that we can afford. No point starving just to have a big house. Most importantly is shelter for the family.

Ayie just love snapping pics.

Xcessorize is having a 50% discount on selected products. There's this bag that caught my eye. I shall think bout whether I should get it or not. Bought CORTRY eye mask from Watson. $5 discount courtesy of Ayie's sis.. Kekekke.. Then there was these billboard for Ice Age. Apa lagi amik gambar ah...

We both didn't wanna miss the chance taking pics here. I just love Sid and Manny. I love Diego too but shy wanna take pictures..

Basically that is how my weekend goes. Pretty hectic but alright. For the moment I'll just rest as tomorrow will be back at work. Till 8 tomorrow since it's my turn for night RC. So off I go now...