Tuesday, September 28, 2010

@ 31 weeks

I turn 31 weeks yesterday and that means I have around 9 more weeks to go. That seems long but lets put it in another way, around 2 more months. That seems much faster.

I am feeling very giddy today. I had cold sweats while on my way to work. Luckily there are still seats in the train. I was'nt that late. I believe skipping dinner last night was a bad idea as I am now suffering from the repercussions. I quickly ate one egg toast and sausage roll. The sausage roll was a bad idea coz it was really oily. I did'nt throw it away as I do not want to waste food. Had fishball noodles for lunch and I am still giddy now. I feel very light headed.

I am also thinking about the maid issue. Like how we can adapt and when is a good time to get one. Maybe I might just start on the 1st Nov so that there is ample time to get used to things in the house. Moreover, my mom will get some time off to prepare for my sister's wedding

I shall try my best to be a good employer. I mean they are also human and while there is a need to be firm, there isn't a need to be cruel. They are also living in a foreign land and need time to adapt.

I suddenly feel there are so much to do and there's actually so little time.
Everyday seems to be a rush. A mad rush that is..

I worked late yesterday and when I reach home to an empty house. I felt so alone. There was no Ayie irritating me and there was no 'Aqiil to break the silence in the house. I tried so hard to fall asleep and only manage to do so at about 1+ and that was also after tossing and turning for a long long time.

I wish things will fall in place real soon.. Insyallah..