I was awake at about 5am the other day and 'aqiil was sleeping bet us. I look at his face and felt so peaceful. It's great being a baby. Or should I say, kids. You have no adult worries. The worries only comes when they start schooling. But it's nothing compared to what we adults face.
I think sometimes we are too worried and obsessed with what is going on around us that we forget to appreciate the people close to us. We are too busy pleasing strangers and friends that we end up hurting our loved ones. We are busy remembering the thing that we need to do for others that we forget to live our own lives.
The 5 weeks MC would definitely affect my appraisal and to be frank, I'm least bothered by it. I get to spend so much time with 'aqiil. His antics just never fail to make me smile. Even if it means hours and hours of Disney playhouse.
Well I guess, it's time to sit back and reflect. I remembered a saying by I forget who which shakira said. "aim for the sky but always keep you feet on the ground ".