So wat's with fat?? Please define how fat must the person be before they are fat. Obese, Fat, Plump and several other words that describe the term fat.
At times i hate myself when i people tell me that i'm fat... So piss that i even broke down and cry when ain and hafiz keep disturbing me. Called Ayie to confide in him and he ended up asking ain and hafiz to apologize to me. My mom come to know bout it.. Malu nyer aku.. Sometimes i wonder, am i really fat. Ayie tells me that i am not, but i always tell him, he said that because i am his girlfriend and he do not want to hurt my feelings. But whatever it is, i am going to work hard to lose weight. Not that i don't look good.. (Perasan lak Aku nie), I want to look nice in clothes, wear whatever i want without taking it off to settle for something else because i feel i am fat. To build my self esteem. I do envy those people who are really fat and yet are bursting with confidence. To carry their head up high... I wish i could be like them..
Enough said bout the fat thingy, I am back from my five day holiday to Fraser's Hill and Port Dickson. The place is great but the company is so so. Actually everybody is nice except two people who were acting so pathetic. argh.. Talking bout them really help in increasing my blood level. I could just lose my temper and yell at them but i choose not to, since they are Ayie's friend and i do not wish to put Ayie in a difficult position. Someone said that i bochap. Not bochap actually, just that Ayie's ex gives his friends a whole lot of trouble and gives Ayie a big headache. I wouldn't want to do the same. I told my mom about what happen and she said "Dorang blom kenal kau saper eh.. Kalau kau marah nanti susah dorang". So that is precisely why i do not wish to lose my temper. Patience is a virtue. Sabar itu adalah separuh dari iman. Jadik kalau dah sampai separuh tu lepaskan ajer.. Mmg orang tu mintak nama nyer...
Some sucks and some are great. Biasalah kan.. Adat manusia nie. To really get to know someone, just go travelling with them. Everybody will show their true colours. Being with Ayie is definitely one of those things i enjoy during the trip. My mom ask me if i quarrel with him. (Well she knows me... Mom knows best..). I did but only for some small matters. Setakat 5 minutes of debating with each other. Nothing serious. No raising of voice pon. More like discussions and apologizing... Knowing Sham aka Cik Bidin was also a joy. He is this tall big guy who have not only a good heart but great character. He is super nice. I would never regret knowing him. And also with Wan, my primary school classmate. Dah besar dah dier.. Kekekeke.. He was our driver or in his words, Supir.. We gave him the name Wan K. Asyik kentot jerr dier..
I am now uploading the pictures at Multiply.com. You can see the pics at
More on the trip when i receive the pictures from Wan K.
